Tie 105

PB Collection: I got a new friend and she is awesome. Well we have been chatting on facebook pretty much everyday. I've seen her in real life like twice and we played Uno together. So I would consider her a friend and I really need one. It is hard living in New York City without someone to talk to and help you see things differently. And it really helps when the other person has the same religion as you and doesn't live as one of this world. If you are confused about that, pick up a bible for a quick second and read the first book of the New Testament. Anywho, work was okay, I need to get a new one soon. My sister is back unfortunately but I'm working on it. I know it sounds crazy but I need more books to read, never mind the tons of books on my shelf that I have yet to read. I don't want to read any of them. Hope you all have a good weekend. Much love, K

Tie 104

PB Collection: I did nothing last night besides watch a whole bunch of television and go to the gym. I didn't read or work on my blanket. However today I plan to return something to Best Buy, buy food, go sell some books, try to find those last books of the series, I only need books 9 and 13 now. And I still need to organize my room some more and hang up the rest of my ties. Hope you have a fabulous day. Listen to Parachute by Ingrid Michaelson. Much love, K

Tie 103

PB collection: So last night I watched Breaking Dawn. I enjoyed the movie, but unlike the past three movies, I read the book before I watched the movie instead of watching and then reading. Either way, I knew how it was ending, lol. So this time I felt like I was filling in most of the movie mentally and felt that I watched very little which is impossible since the movie was almost two hours. Sadly, after watching I got slightly depressed just like when I finished reading the book. I don't know what it is but I get "homesick" in a way or have a longing of some sort to be like the story. I don't want to be a character, but have that sort of dedication to family and a person. I guess that is what it is. I definitely could live without the drama, fights, deaths. I just don't want to mull over this anymore than I have to and sadly I feel like I'm going to go see part two. Because I enjoy the story. I just hope I'll be in a better time in my life and a little bit closer to God and content in the state that I am in. Because singleness is a gift from God. I am really trying to see it that way. Paul thought it was, so I hope I can get some insight into that. Until then; Much love, K

Tie 102

PB Collection: So today I'm gonna do what I was suppose to do yesterday and maybe a little more. I wanted to sell some books so we'll see if it will happen. I should probably call that theater too. So many to-do things. And my room is still a mess. Anyway, hope you all have a blessed day. If you have trouble getting up in the morning, listen to this song called Good Morning by some lady called Mandisa. Much love, K

Tie 101

PB collection: So the movie didn't make me cry, but I was trying to get over a virus and had a major headache but overall I enjoyed it. Made me laugh at some parts and it was a very cool movie to watch. I hope you go see it, I'm still confused about the whole sixth borough thing, so give me some clarification once you see it. Earlier that day I went shopping at Target, Best buy and Staples. I also went to Old Navy but I didn't need anything. Today I had planned to see Breaking Dawn but for some reason the theater was showing Twilight. Huh? I'm not even gonna try and ask why is it. So I went to Book off and got Firefly. Love it! Much love, K

Day 100!

So for 100 days I have worn a tie, or at least that is what I have led you to believe and for the most part it is true. I am finally done with 100 days but not done with my ties, so instead of days I will just number the ties so we all know how many ties I have, because I definitely don't know. Anywho, gonna do some shopping and treat myself to a movie! I'm gonna go see that one called Extremely Loud and something else I can't remember but I'll tell you about it tomorrow. Much love, K

Day 99

PB collection: Don't you just love turkey? Well I don't; not the warm kind anyway. I like cold turkey sandwiches and hot ham, but recently I have fallen in love with cold ham. So I guess I'm changing a little bit. I'm cleaning up my room, getting ready for my sister's return. This is gonna be interesting. Pray for me. Much love, K

Day 98

So the rest of the ties I have come from Pastor Bill of North Buffalo Community Church. If you are ever in Buffalo, I recommend going there. It is a friendly church and always focused on doing something to bring people to Christ. I absolutely loved my time there. As for my sickness, I still need to carry tissues around with me, but other than that I am great. Much love, K

Day 97

I normally don't wear the holiday tie on the holiday but today I had no choice, it was the next tie. Plus I didn't wear it as you can tell. I'm too sick to wear a tie. So for Christmas I got a virus, yay! So I'm sleeping all day long, but I feel a little better from yesterday. Working on cleaning up and updating this blog. Hope you all are healthy. Much love, K

Day 96

This is another Jerry Garcia tie. Got it at work as well. So my brownies are like crack to people. But sadly we have to pay for gas and stuff so I'm thinking I probably wont be doing anymore of that stuff everyday. I said I was gonna make a cake so I guess I should get on that. Much love, K

Day 95

Oh, I got yesterday's tie from Macy, when my friend was working; it was on sale. And today's I got from work, it's a Jerry Garcia tie. I love his ties and so does my supervisor. I have to find him something for Christmas. I don't want to get him anything related to alcohol and he doesn't eat my baked goods, the only other thing I can do is knit/crochet. I guess I'll have to get started on a sweater, which I have never done before, but I think he would love. Much love, K

Day 94

I have been super busy with work this week. And I literally forgot to wear a tie to work. Everyone was like "where's your tie?" and I'm like I forgot and they were like, "where's your tie?" So now I feel like I look weird without it. And it's funny because it's not even part of the uniform. No one else wears a tie. But one guy will, so hopefully that doesn't ruin things for me. Anyway, I worked all day and baked that morning, good day. Much love, K

Day 93

Last tie in the LB collection. Today is super over. I am done with class, done with nothing else, but it feels like it's an end. I do have to work which sucks. Need to find a new job. Oh well, hope you all are reading Stargirl, it's awesome. Much love, K

Day 92

I was just thinking how this should have went in the order that I received my ties, that would have been great. To see it progress over the years. Oh well. I think I got through all the old ones, so these are the new ones, just a matter of who's ties. I'm getting bags of them now. This tie is from the LB collection. Today, I went to church, saw my friends and went home. It was cool. I baked again and enjoyed some time with the Butlers. I secretly want to be like them. They are so nice and friendly. Why can't my family be like that. Eh, Much love, K

Day 91

So this tie is from the LB collection. And that's it. I'm going to work. I had a tough day that day. I found out I lost my ID which sucks but luckily no one can use it. hehe. Anyway, I baked, made lots and it all got eaten. Yay! Much love, K

Day 90

Almost there homies. I just wanted to give you a heads up that This is not end on day 100 because I am pretty sure that I have more than that. I have ties coming from the sky. Anyway, today is a day off but it wont feel like it. I gots a Big idea poster to finish. And I gotta get a book, several actually. Anyway, off to Strand Book store. Much love, K

Day 89

Yay! We are up to date. So this is a new collection I am starting. I got this from Beansy, from her mommy which is probably really from Beansy's dad. I should probably send them a thank you note. So today was okay, no hot chocolate, I think I have a mild hot chocolate addiction. I had to settle for home made hot chocolate today, it was sugar free. I'm working on putting all my books into the book shelf. Some of the shelves came out so it's gonna be a little issue. Hope tomorrow brings good tidings. Much love, K

Day 88

I got this tie from Blondie. Lovers her soo much! Thanks. So this tie was suppose to resemble the book Stargirl, somehow but it didn't really but it will remind me of the book. I suggest you all read it. It is absolutely fabulous! and then read the second book called Love, Stargirl. It is my favorite book, one of many favorites that I have. I dare you to read it and then write me a letter of your own :P Much love, K

So I had a cool pic for this but it's stuck on Mare's camera, it would have been Ben 63 wearing my tie, but I'll get it somehow.

Day 87

Oh this tie comes from my very special classmate Trisha! She is super nice to have gotten this tie for me. I feel bad because their is absolutely nothing I can give her. I am a professional friend but I think she's gots lots of those. Idk, maybe one day she'll have a need for something I gots. Until then, Much love, K

Day 86

Last tie in the AD collection. I was back home that day. And was super tired, hadn't finished my project, needed to go to work and everything was moving too fast, maybe, idk, but it all worked out. Thank you Jesus. Much love, K

Day 85

From the AD collection: So this is my last night at UB and I spent it with the girls and Mindy. Mindy is Ben 63's little brother, I also call him the imposter, he looks too similar to his brother. Anyway, we studied, or tried to. And I had to leave. Thanks to Ben Chen for driving me. I forgot to mention that I did go to Denny's with my very best mate Amber, she helped me get straight As, lol. Much love, K

Day 84

From the AD collection. So I forgot to mention that I did not have a camera with me on this trip so this is the result of my old roomie not being able to upload her pics from the camera. I know it sucks, and we have such great photos :( Anyway, that day I had brunch with my 一番いい友達, Junko. She's the bestest, we has Ihop of course. And then went to the library to work on my final project, which I did not finish because it made no sense to me. And then I just hung out with my super cool friends Jen, Kels, Ruth and Ben63. Ben came all the way over to deliver hand made Pb&j sandwiches, he makes my heart grow three times bigger :D Much love, K

So this is the picture of Ben63 and me! Isn't he pretty? I lovers him very much, my very best number two ever! <3 K

Day 83

Also from the AD collection. So this day was very hard on me. I could not reach my friend Ruth and was standing in the freezing cold, while it snowed, in downtown Buffalo. I finally took the train to campus and then the shuttle to north campus and then another shuttle to my dearest friend Johnny's apt. I think he's the most wonderfulest friend ever and don't know what I would do without him. So that day was the Christmas party for Intervarsity and I went of course. I scared a couple of people and got lots of hugs and a round of applause. It was fun to see all my friends. I almost cried from missing my Ben63 so much but I know I'll see him again. <3 Much love, K

Day 82

From the AD collection. And I believe this day I packed for my fabulous trip to Buffalo. And I forgot to mention that I also had my final project Wednesday. Well I went to observe, and it was fun. Adult learners are so special and fabulous. I wish I could hug them and make them happy all the time. They make me so happy. Much love, K

Day 81

So my room is almost finished painted. And this tie come from Amanda's dad. I shall classify the next couple of tie in the AD collection. I have no clue what I did on this day. It was a Wednesday so bible study, that's all I know. Much love, K

Day 80

My friend Beansy (Lisa) gave me this tie. Both she and her mother gave me a tie. I think it was for my birthday. My room is getting painted right now. I'm excited, just wish I had my friend Joe (Betsy) to help me. I miss her, she's been gone way too long. But I guess the Lord has a bigger plan for her than to just be my friend. I can't be selfish. Another issue I have is with jealousy, I know it sucks but it's something I'm realizing and working on how to prevent. It's a work in process. Anyway, thanks grandma for painting my room. Much love, K

Day 79

Today's tie I bought in the village. Don't go to the village, it is not all that great. Anyway, I went there and bought this tie there. Today's Monday. Yay! I have class today. And then only two more left. It's crunch time! Pray for me. Much love, K

Day 78

I found this bow tie in my uncle's drawer. It's not quite real but not a clip on; it kinda clasps in the back. Eh, it serves it's purpose. So yesterday I went to church but didn't stay too long. Just wanted to go to my teacher training and go home but the elevator was broken and I just assumed we wouldn't have it. But we did. Then I continued to read the book I told you about on the last post. I finished it Sunday and then packed up all my stuff at home and tried to organize my old room. Now I'm trying to paint this new room. Guess what color? PINK! I love pink. It makes me so happy so hopefully once I'm done. I can be happy in this new situation, new house with my job that's an hour away and graduate school. I hope during this time of my life I will become closer to my Lord and savior even without my big group of friends that I usually count on. Love you IV, Keep strong. Much love, K

Day 77

I got this tie from an old friend. He gave it to me for Christmas. So today's post should have been for Saturday. I had an okay Saturday. I tried to go see my friend Jessica but that didn't work out so well. My supervisor told me he hates me and said he was trying to get me fired and yea, not such an awesome time but I made it through. I got kinda really into the Breaking Dawn book and still am even after I finished reading it. I think it might be my favorite of them all. I don't know but now I need a new book to read. Suggestions? Much love, K

Day 76

I got this tie from a teacher I had at an after school program I use to go to, obviously. It was called MSUB, Math and Science Upward Bound. I went there for three years and met some pretty awesome people. I got to know my best friend Jaime and Elliot. And then all hell broke loose. But luckily I came out of that program in one piece and happy to have been there for that period of my life. Lots of changes happened after that. I has my first crush, went on my first day, had my first boyfriend, got baptized and graduated from high school. Yea, lots of things happening and a lot of growth. Thank you MSUB! Much love, K

Day 75

Today is Thursday. 今日は木曜日です。天気はいいですね。私はままです。Okay back to English. Ohh this could be a good time to practice my Japanese. Anyway, so I said what I said before and then I said that the weather is good and that I'm okay. I'm wearing my foster sister's tie. She gave me on my 18th birthday. I miss the fun times we had. Now I have no sisters, not many friends, which isn't a problem just wish I did have Vicki and Ebony back. But there is a time for everything and a season for every activity under heaven. Right now I'm watching my grandma and her friend and her friend's husband break down a daybed. It's fun, they all have southern accents and it's just funny to see them all interact. Now it's time for work. Much love, K

Day 74

I got this tie from a friend we like to call Madam. It's short for mad-Adam. He's always mad or at least we think so and we meaning Johnny Bravo and me. Anyway, today was a little better, started off the same. I didn't get elbowed but I had some fun and went to bible study where I learned about Unbelief and favor from Luke 1:5-25. Read it! Much love, K

Day 73

I don't know where I got this tie. Maybe from my old roomie's dad. I don't know. Umm, yesterday was Tuesday and on Tuesdays I have work, and then Hands of Tabitha. I think I cried yesterday, stupid guy I work with elbowed me on purpose. And I was already having a sucky day so he just made it worse. But it got better because he left the complex. He leaves pretty often. Jesus was working for me that day. Umm, class was cool. That's it, oh and I bought my ticket to buffalo. Can't wait! Much love, K

Day 72

No clue where I got this tie but I love wearing it. It is pretty bright. SO my Monday wasn't so bad. I read my textbook, went to class. Handed in my portfolio. Baked cookies and brownies for my classmates. It was all good. Much love, K

Day 71

On Sunday, I had no clothes to wear that were mine. So I left my grandmas house and went to my house where I changed. And as I was walking up the hill, I remembered that I forgot to wear a tie and proceeded to forget to wear a tie the whole day and today. Sunday was a very busy day, with sunday school, packing, service and choir rehearsal. I also needed to do my portfolio. I got through it all though, but not without much difficulty. hehe Mrs D, Mrs I, Mrs FFI, Mrs C, Mrs U, Mrs LTY! Much love, K

This tie I got for my 20th birthday from a friend named Lisa.

Day 70

So I have no clue where I got this tie. Sorry! But I think I got a better picture of the kitty. She's so pretty. She has tiny paws and everything but she is getting bigger and not necessarily smarter, lol. Did I ever mention that I don't like Christmas music, with bells and jingles that get stuck in your head. I like the real meaning of Christmas. I wanna remember Jesus and his birth, well kinda, but I do wanna remember Jesus. Anyway, time to go meet with someone. Much love, K

Day 69

Gah! Today's tie comes from my drawer. It was planned for someone else but they never got it, so I kept it! Today was a very nervous/busy day. I had work, which was crazy with it being Black Friday and then I had to meet up with someone I haven't seen in four years and that was a bit scary but he cancelled. So we shall see what happens tomorrow. Who knows, maybe I can be myself. Much love, K

Day 68

Happy Turkey Day. I don't like thanksgiving because then everyone wants to say what they are thankful for, like the rest of the time they aren't. I'm always thankful or try to be. When something good or even nice happens to me I thank to the Lord or when someone helps me out I say thank you. If my mom ever did anything beside buy me fattening food, I would say thank you to her as well. But since she isn't here and nor is my grandma I guess I won't be saying thank you to them today. So today I plan to get some things from the house, maybe bake, if I see Johnny Bravo, and then do some homework. I was gonna write some letters but I think that will all have to wait. I should buy my ticket for Buffalo though. I don't want it to be highly expensive. Hope you all don't eat a whole lot like the Isrealities. Much love, K

Day 67

I have no clue where I got this tie. But I had an awesome day in it. I went to work, then went to BMCC where I had some delicious Thanksgiving food with some awesome people. There was dancing and music too. I had fun and struggle with the idea of going back there. I don't have to go back, there is really nothing there for me to do. Maybe once a week... We shall see. Much love, K

Day 66

Today's tie comes from I have no clue. I probably bought it since it's all yellow. I tried to get another one with the cat but it's too dark, yet again. It's suppose to be morning but sadly it is raining out. I guess I better get started with my day. Much love, K

Day 65

So I start on my new tie rack today but I haven't put it up in the closet yet. I have to do some cleaning first and I need a shower, real bad. Anywho, today's tie I have no clue where it came from. I think it's from Bob since it has a verse about South African wild lions. And it seems I'm supporting the wild life fund by wearing this tie! Cool beans. Oh and this is an adorable kitty, like a real one, it's so small and all black except for a little white. I'll try to get a better picture of her tomorrow. I am definitely not picking up the other cat. He is huge. Maybe I can get him when she's chilling in the sink. We shall see. Much love, K

Day 64!

So I am officially out of space on my tie rack! Thank goodness I bought another one :D And only for 14:67 I'm such a super star. Okay back to the good stuff. I got this tie from some shop in the Mall in Manhattan. It's okie. It kinda lost it's filling so I will not be wearing this tie much. And I need my other ties dry cleaned before I wear them. Ugh, such a long list of things. I also need to do my hw. Much love, K

Day 63

Today's tie I bought myself. It is a Jerry Garcia tie. I think he's dead. I'm not sure. All the good guys are dead. Like Mr. Rogers. I liked him. He was mad cool and informative and never boring at all. That song he sang was cool too. Man, do the good die young. Anyway, on the a better topic, which I don't have in mind, so here's my agenda. Gym and then workout. Tomorrow I don't have to sing, so I could stay up and do my homework because I have a speech to make tomorrow. Why oh why do people make me do these things. eh, Much love, K

Day 62

You're gonna have all of me. You're gonna have all of me. You're gonna have all my love, even if it's not enough. But giving you all of me is where I'll start. ~Listening to K-love. Do it! It's the best radio station ever! It is definitely positive and encouraging. So if you are feeling bummed out, go listen! So today's tie comes from my Asian twin Michelle. She gave it to me for my birthday. I think she and Timmy picked it out, so it's extra special. So today, I'm going to get my check, buy another tie rack and do my school work. Much love, K

Day 61

Hola mi amigas! Today is a day the Lord has made. Let's rejoice and be glad in it. I want to thank the Lord for all that he has done for me so far and will do and what he's doing now. I had a fabulous time at Bible study yesterday and a good quiet time this morning. Well, today is a very cold and not so sunny day but I shall be sunny and help out the sun today. Though I don't know where today's tie comes from, eight Bob or my roomie's Dad, I don't know. Off to work, to do my job and then school, hopefully all works out. Much love, K

Day 60

The time is flying by, lol. I know, on like day twenty something I was like, this is taking forever and now it's getting close to the end. I guess when you're going through stuff it doesn't seem like two months have come and gone already. Two months ago, I was probably happier, I definitely knew less and have made some decisions for my life. I am a little bit wiser and have a little more money :D Anyway, today's tie come from Tina. Loving my french toast for breakfast but I might be getting tired of it. Maybe I'll try pancakes. Eh, we'll see. Much love, K

Day 59

I got this tie from an old friend of mine, Kathia. It is a Saint Patrick's Day tie. Like I said before I do not wear ties on the holiday they represent. I am not normal, deal with it! much love, K

Day 58

So today's tie I bought somewhere, not quite sure where. But certain no one would ever give me a pink skull tie without me having remembered. Today I went to a Career Fair, and I didn't go to work. I am having thoughts about Twilight characters and I want to sing my heart out. I'm cold and I want my plants to grow. Much love, K

Day 57

So this tie comes from my good friend Destony Stewart. She got it from her grandfather and she gave it to me. It was really nice of her. She gave it to me my senior year of High School and I didn't get her anything in return. I was still new to the whole gift giving idea back then. Anyway, time to get some homework done. Much love, K