Day 39

I am super stressed and tired. I need a little relief. I decided I am not going through with the apartment gig nor the welfare thing. Everything is just too complicated. I don't want to have to convince people to give me things and prove to them I can afford or need such and such things. I have a God who can give me all things so I do not need man to tell me what I can and can not have or what I need or don't need. And all this lying is just not cool. I'm done. Finished. So I will move in with granny if I have to and then just finish up school and go somewhere not American. I want to go to a place where English is not spoken, where the people are nice and don't lie. They can be mean and steal and kill but don't lie about it. I wanna go somewhere sunny but also there is snow. And I just want like to be more simple than it is now. That's it. I'm not asking for too much, am I? Oh, oh I got this tie from my fabulous friends Ruth and Marilyn. Such awesome women of God. Wish I had them here with me. Anyway, Much love, K